"How on earth am I meant to learn this?" if those are the words running through your head, please do not worry. I've been in the exact same position that you've been in. I struggled and struggled in my younger years in maths, when all of a sudden, I understood how to study it and went on to achieve a bachelors in mathematics. Maths is its own language, and you simply need to know "how to learn" and not "what to learn". If you need someone to prep with before an exam or just to catch up in class, please contact me.